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Thursday, February 22, 2007

Today I was banned from boajjang forum for a rude behavior which I categorized not obnoxious morally speaking that I was accused. actually juz the fucked up admin was stupid enough to trust the members indict. I was utterly despondent, I cant even login or view new post or even get into the site. god must help me..boa must help me…HELP!

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Friday, February 09, 2007

i sent my inner n problematical in my thoughts to grandmaster liang chong n he writes these
"It's not good in solitude, but it's good to meditation in solitude. It can calm one's nerve down according to some religion's knowledge."
haha...meditation..n my solitude brings me to hell...
anyway im so touched to read this..
n if u were reading this thx...
thx GM!

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i get so weird..i mislay myself..im so melancholic..test coming n im so exhaust..i dunno wats wrong it..im losing myself..damn tired..anything i study doesnt go smooth..that is bcoz of unconsistent revision..n i hate myelf..i had been so arrogant the previous i was,boaster..n khing said that aint u good in badminton?howcome u cant even catch hong heng smash..i admitted this n jaremy told me the most de rigueur is humble..though humble has evaded sometimes n feel myself in good enough..ppl still comdemn me..i know im blur blur person..n now ppl think that im good..innerly,i feel i juz stupid guy that Mirroing n masked with the engineering identity ..im getting good-for-nothing..i cant get through these..my management of time getting Inferior..n CNY holidays is shortened..everybody is pissed off..some ppl extend..but i hv two test to be faced...im dying..n recently consumed alot of money..life is arduous..catherine will take her physic test earlier n still wonder if she would tell me the question or she is selfish..she is dominator..n i think she would like it if i were beated..

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Tuesday, January 30, 2007

Everything in mess, friends think im smart on the contrary I hv been lying to myself too,my brain has really reduce to rubble due to idleness,strong waving passion in on9,loud music that goes to my ears next the impulse to my brain,bz,insufficient time to initiate my brain to a barrier n awareness,conscious..today when I was walking with dull,I saw my sensei so I waved n he replied me n we shake hand,I asked him about the price of sending letter to japan,he was unsure,he ask me in curiousity me why?is that bcoz any gal sends letter to u..haha..no,I replied.."impossible coz we got the same gender companion that day"I prompt n convince him…haha..n then he told me wat…haha…tis sounds interesting from sensei…"hehe,ye lah…cant get to know girls…miss the chance…haha"crazy funky words from a teacher but a guy inwardly

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Sunday, January 28, 2007

a rival,a very friendly,loyal, was a grandmaster n back to the inbound of chess world he is merely a normal n now he uses to email me..so happy..hv china gm player in contact,2 brothers from japan,n waiting for phuong approval to be my vietnam super cute sister..i love u all so much..all so loyal compared to my god sis here that only think of get profit from me..this is life dude..get all made in twenty boa 5th album songs...so nice ler..my new idea of password the code revolution...haha...gambate kudasai

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im enough dull when the disaster befall me..then after d 2 weeks holiday..i started to burst n wireless in melewar has really made me super super idle...wat shud i do?

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Monday, January 01, 2007

..it Yesterday was new year eve, not freaking out, the solely place I strolled as before, sg.wang. Invitation of teh ban leong, nasty vowed, he is a prim, he would evade whenever a group of barbarian flowing the sprays, oblivion, nothingness. Gradually makes me feel meaningless of this celebration. He told me it`s not fun at all, gazing back at him."nah!because you are not enjoying and playing!"he went to a balmy places.FINE!. so I abandoned him and strolled along the muggy,air thick,crowded with people, reaching the good vision. Gosh! suki was dancing, that was fascinating, I barely reach there. I make my way to a closer view, collision in crowded, pushing with intent, a solace rhyme beckoning, no loss but profit bcoz I think I impinged the girl, I saw her once, she lives in miharja and I heard from someone she is brilliant student. She was wearing the same shirt that night, plain stylish.. so kawaii!*-*.FAINT!.i embellish the celebration with my existence in this chinese unity!

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(PICS WIF GRANDMASTERS-CHINA N INDIA)

I was thrilled to be selected for GACC(world inter-varsity chess championship),however tentative ,I waited for what? I didnt know yet. It was my first day as newcomer in DTI(desasiswa tun. Got ismail), so I was very anxious to fit in. After being introduced to a boy named lokman, I bravely put on a smile. After the 4days training of an abandoned group,5 of us boarded the bus heading to UM .Got off the bus, relief to see such gigantic sky-scraper again. We got into our room after the registration was done, seeing MMU guys started their training in the room, a few tantalizing sips gradually abolish. During the first night, I strolled along a winding path, outside was light and balmy, participants were having supper. More astonished, I met blur, not my rival but my old friend, a friend that used to be my chess team during my pathetic moment in mrsm. I petrified, he was able to make it here, to the international level, delegating UON. He kidded me "i hope you were my rival"." never ". I assured him inwardly. After that I strode to introduce myself 2 teh`s brother. The next day, the rival news intrigued everyone despite that 4 me it was pathetic, my first rival was grandmaster from china, a national player, a rated player!!omg..however I sigh, knowing the lose is inevitable. The following rivals were:

2)SUNNY KHULLAR DAV INSTITUTIONS INDIA 0-1
3)ANAND GOHIL AMRAVATI UNIVERSITY INDIA 0.5-0.5
4)TAN KOK LEONG UTP M’SIA 0-1
5)SYED FAISAL JAWAID LAHORE U OF MANAGEMENT SCIENCE 1-0
6)MUSTAFA YUSOF UON M’SIA 0.5-0.5
7)U K DAMBAGALLA S’PORE INFORMATICS CITY CAMPUS SRI LANKA1-0
8)VYNER KUiTTHO M’SIA 0.5-0.5
9)ZULFADHLI ZAINI UTM M’SIA 0.5-0.5

RATE:1837
VENUE-AUDITORIUM OF PERDANASISWA COMPLEX
-UM LIBRARY
Eventually, the desperation abated, the closing ceremony at the grand ballroom of the legend hotel KL.ok, nothing to be stated solely everyone was gorgeous and after the fabulous presentation and the delicious meal..we take pics!

WITH UNIVERSITY TECHNOLOGY PETRONAS (UTP )TEAM

***MY VIETNAM GOD-SIS(THEDUCKING,GALWIF WHITE SHIRT)IN THE FIRST PIC***

WITH NANYANG UNIVERSITY SINGAPORE (NUS) TEAM!

WITH NANYANG TECHNOLOGY UNIVERSITY (NTU) TEAMz!

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Saturday, December 09, 2006

finally i get my chance to visit UM n joined world inter-varsity chess championship at the age of 18,among the youngest player that r capable in world.im in UM library now,sneaked inside,fee will charge if visitor from private skool..today im extremly unhappy..a game that should be won but the idiotic of offering draw still murmuring in my head,echoing from horizon to horizon..omg..not juz overwhelmed guilty in myself but also my team.sorry...get to play with grandmaster is memorable enough..but today see my gm losing to his teammate..an old guy that looks expert,another gm from china.anyway i hope i could forget this..tonight will be party night n assoto legend hotel ikimasu...yeah...free dinner at 5 star hotel wif player around the world..i will write my full detail of this GACC wif its pics when skool started..ok?...byebye

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Thursday, November 23, 2006

Everything was in eager, desperation, waiting with 1 intention neither to comprehend their culture but to observe the imaginative kawaii and the gorgeous as reflected in television.. as the bus arrived, several japanase girls step their leg to kuittho after departing 4 a long moment in bus from s’pore. The first gal was pretty ugly, so some ppl started to buekk! And following were ok and some were really kawaii..their hair style was totally different.Queued up to get their god-brother..wat~!god bro??i dun think they do..and the moment I got my partner..i was damn astonished..he was damn tall..he was about 183..he was monster..his name was seiya tanaka and the other one was hayato komanobe..brought them to their sit,I started the conversation,they were quiet numbed initially.started to exchange profile,and all of a sudden the tall guy gave me gift,wat a rush!i asked wat was that and he unwrapped it,a handkerchief..i told him only later we exchange gifts. Hayato wanted to see my hp,so I let him,after that I see his too,their tech is state of modernization, orange in color, and the function kind of latest sony errricson invention. Otsuka ai was his wallpaper,he is otsuka fan and seiya's is BOA,hayato showed me his gf pic in a petite sticker. so kawaii.his ambition is to be a baseball player.seiya showed me the winter love song in his hp. We started to tête-à-tête about hentai n hayato frens ambushed hayato 4 that, I also asked whether he had sex with his gf..he said know..commonly, japanase ppl do sex in their adolescence.. after that I found my seiya missing..haha..i asked hayato and he told me he has performance on stage later.. at the outset was fashion show,following wif baseball by seiya the tallest guy.finally the odd culture dance by japanase and all of this dance originally comes from their place and could not be found somewhere else.During lunch I was able to talk to some japanase girl and there was 1 japanase girl was eating in front me.she is so cute wif fierce look,wondering if this is japanase look..haha..after that we went to hall again and I was oblivious that the period was actually to take gift from kuittho to gv them. apteral I did not!i gave them my keychain n extra 1 for seiya..in the long run we sent them to their bus,im so missing hayato,seiya,and the two fellow from my brother side..sayonara! disappointingly, I got hello kitty keychain(sale only in japan but made in china) from hayato and handkerchief from seiya..haha..giggle

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